Chapter 1212 - Mu Mu Is Already Dead
North Duke had lost all power and suffered a huge blow. His complexion was bad but that didn’t hide his craftiness and greediness. He was still as vile and repulsive as ever.
As his lower body couldn’t move, he could only stretch his hands out, attempting to snatch the oxygen mask over from Feng Lingxue. “Give it to me! If I die, you’ll never know where Mu Mu is!”
“Oh,” Feng Lingxue replied, “Here.”
She handed the oxygen mask over.
North Duke was thrilled, but when he was about to take it from Feng Lingxue, she suddenly retracted.
With a thud, he lost his balance and the North Duke collapsed on the ground.
It hurt all over. “Y-You defiant child! I’m your biological father!”
Feng Lingxue took a step backward, giving North Duke a cold-eyed stare as he lay on the ground pathetically. “You weren’t concerned about me at all, you don’t deserve to be a father at all, let alone my father!”
“Ah!”
She wanted to scream loudly, wanted to just shout out loud but she couldn’t make any sound at all, no sound came out. Without any way to express her pain and agony, she convulsed. So she was a lunatic, a madwoman.
Mu Mu had already died.
But she had forgotten about it.
She was living in her own hallucinations, in that world, there was Mu Mu and also… her Brother Ying.
So it didn’t really exist.
None of it.
She was really ludicrous.
Really ridiculous.
She wanted to struggle and resist this ill-fated destiny at first, she wanted to take Mu Mu with her and leave this place and start afresh, she wanted to live a happy life with Mu Mu.
But it was all… a dream.
Now that the dream was over, it was time for her to wake up.
Feng Lingxue’s eyes felt really dry, she could feel some tears welling inside, it was burning hot and so painful that she couldn’t open her eyes, but she simply couldn’t cry.
Not even one drop of tear came out. With robotic movements, she tried to leave the place.
But North Duke grabbed onto her. “Return me the oxygen mask! Return it to me!”
Feng Lingxue paused, lowering her eyes to look at North Duke. It was lifeless, there was absolutely no reaction in her pupils.
Extending the oxygen mask outside the window, she just let it go.
Crash! The oxygen mask fell downwards.
Stunned, North Duke climbed on the ground as though he had gone crazy. “My oxygen mask! My oxygen mask!”
But his words fell on numb ears as Feng Lingxue stretched her legs, leaving the hospital ward.
…
The late autumn night felt unusually cold, the wind blew around on people’s faces like knives. Feng Lingxue walked alone along the streets, she was dazed and lifeless.
She had no idea where she was supposed to go.
Mu Mu was no longer alive.
Her only motivation in life was gone.
Clutching at her chest, she dug hard, wanting to dig her heart out. This way, she wouldn’t feel any pain at all.
She wasn’t a good mommy.
She shouldn’t have given birth to Mu Mu.
She had no capabilities to do so, she couldn’t even protect herself, what made her think she had the right to give birth to Mu Mu?
Mu Mu hadn’t experienced a good life being her daughter. Because of her, Mu Mu had an ill-fated destiny.
Feng Lingxue slowly stopped, holding her own face as she muttered, “I’m sorry… I’m sorry, Mu Mu… Mommy is wrong, it’s all Mommy’s fault…”
What else could she do for Mu Mu?
Only one thing…
All she had left was to go and join Mu Mu.
Mu Mu loved Mommy so much, she wanted to be with Mommy so badly. She hadn’t realized any of Mu Mu’s wishes when Mu Mu was alive, but now, she wouldn’t be separated from Mu Mu anymore…
The corners of Feng Lingxue’s raised and her lips formed a radiant smile. Stretching her legs out, she walked towards the busy road…