Chapter 1258 - Yeming, It Hurts
“Let me be honest, I can’t forget you. I’ll never be able to forget you. I love you and will keep loving you in the future. No one is ever going to remove you from my memories and my heart. You already live in my heart.
“All these years, I used to have nightmares that you would leave me and not want me anymore. Elder Sis… Do you really not want me anymore?”
A sheen of tears appeared over Tang Mo’er’s bright eyes and she lifted her eyes to look at the man in front of her.
Having such a heartfelt thing said to her, who wouldn’t be moved?
Of course she would be moved, to be so deeply loved by someone.
But she couldn’t accept it.
Because she wouldn’t be able to respond to his feelings at all.
He had his own life as well.
He knew that he had been abandoned.
She didn’t want him anymore.
After standing there for a long time, he turned and walked downstairs. Fan Men took in this scene. In all the years he had been with Master, this was the first time he had seen him so devastated.
Master loved Miss Jun as well, but all Elder Miss did was bring Master… pain.
…
In the apartment.
Tang Mo’er leaned against the door weakly. There was a metallic taste on her tongue as she pressed her hands against her mouth. Deep crimson blood stained her pale hands.
She had vomited blood.
She knew her body best and knew that her life was coming to an end.
At this moment, the doorbell rang. A soothing voice floated in from the outside. “Elder Sister Mo’er.”
It was Qingqing.
Tang Mo’er took out a few pieces of tissue to wipe the blood from her mouth before she opened the door.
“Elder Sister Mo’er.” Jun Xiqing walked in and held her small hands.
Tang Mo’er’s eyes were red. She looked like she had been crying for a long time. Jun Xiqing looked at her pale face worriedly.
Shaking her head, Tang Mo’er only held Jun Xiqing’s hands back. “Qingqing, Yeming must be extremely upset right now. He is a very lonely person, so please don’t let him be alone in the future. Please be by his side.”
Jun Xiqing’s watery eyes were sad as well. How could she remain by his side? She was going to leave soon. She had to.
“Elder Sister Mo’er, it’s no use even if I stay by his side. You’re the one he wants by his side. After the 20 years you spent together, there is no one who can replace you in his heart.
“As long as you’re by his side, he’ll act like an ordinary person. He’ll have a few girls he likes and give birth to children. He’ll laugh, and he’ll be warm and happy. He’ll have a good life… But if you’re not by his side, nothing matters to him anymore. His personality has always been cold, so no one knows what will happen to him.
“Elder Sister Mo’er, I wonder sometimes if I should never have exposed him. He wasn’t wrong in loving you. His love for you took root and blossomed in his heart and grew vines all over as time passed. How cruel would it be if you left him?” Jun Xiqing said in a low voice.
Tang Mo’er’s pale lips curved upwards and she said, “It’s precisely because of this that I have to push him away, don’t you think? He shouldn’t put himself in danger anymore because of me. He should take up the Murong name and rule over the world. He has always protected me, but as his sister, there should come a day when I protect him, right?”
“Elder Sister Mo’er…”
Tang Mo’er interrupted her gently. “I can’t be by his side anymore. There’s no such thing as the Red Spider Lily in this world.”
What?
Jun Xiqing’s pupils contracted. She turned her face to look at the Red Spider Lily on the study table. The bright red of the flower was already ebbing.
Tang Mo’er squeezed Jun Xiqing’s small hands tightly. “Qingqing, if the day that I can’t be by Yeming’s side finally comes, you have to stay by his side. How can love from his youth be stronger than love that he found by himself after that? You should find your way into his heart when he is at his weakest. He is someone who obsesses over love, so once he falls in love with you, even if he has his regrets, he’ll be able to live a good life. Can you do that, Qingqing?”
Jun Xiqing’s heart skipped a beat.
…
On the ground floor of the apartment.
Lu Yeming hadn’t left yet. A limousine was parked beside the vibrant street, cold light glinting off it as it stopped there like an emperor. Lu Yeming leaned on the car lazily with both hands in his pocket as a cold breeze ruffled his fringe. He attracted many gazes as he stood there, the very picture of elegance.
At this moment, two bright lights shone over as a Rolls Royce pulled over.
The car door opened as a tall figure got out. It was Gu Mohan.
Gu Mohan was in a black coat and a black suit under it. There were silver tassels on his suit, and they gleamed brightly. He had just come from an important business meeting and walked calmly over to Yeming.
“Yeming, you came over as well?” He stopped in front of Lu Yeming.
As if seeing him for the first time, Lu Yemingraised his eyes to look at Gu Mohan.
When Gu Mohan looked at his bloodshot eyes, those eyes he saw exuded an excruciating sense of pain.