My Youth Began With Him

“It’s not what you think. Sis, I asked around and found that that woman isn’t President’s girlfriend.”

“What?” Nie Lingxuan was surprised.

“Zeng Rou is a woman arranged for Su Yu by his family; she’s living in his house temporarily, but President Su doesn’t like her.”

“How do you know he doesn’t like her? Maybe she’s his type,” Nie Lingxuan said in a low voice.

“Because Su Yu loves Sister Mian,” Xixi said confidently.

Nie Lingxuan bit on her lip. She tried to say something but couldn’t find words of objection. After all, her sister was right since all the people in the world knew that Su Yu loved Huo Mian.

“President Su loves Sister Mian so much; I don’t think he’d change his heart so easily. If he doesn’t like you, of course, he doesn’t like anyone else… So, Sis, Zeng Rou isn’t really your rival. The problem is that you’ve never told him directly how you feel about him. Are you sure you want to give up without trying?”

“I…” Nie Lingxuan tried to say something but stopped.

“Sis, Iet me just ask you: do you want to date a guy right now?”

Nie Lingxuan shook her head.

“You still like Su Yu, right?”

After a moment of hesitation, Nie Lingxuan nodded.

“Then what are you hesitating about? Sis, if you continue loving him in secret, nothing will come out of it. Heaven won’t show mercy on you and make Su Yu come to you and say he loves you. It’s impossible. You must fight for your own happiness… Even a woman as extraordinary as Sister Mian has been working hard for her marriage and love. So, you either forget Su Yu completely and find a boyfriend, or…tell him your feelings. The worst result is that he rejects you; it’s not as if you’d die.”

“But… If I told him my feelings and he refused me, how could I face him after that? Will he dislike me?”

“Look at you! You’re too meek and think too much. It’s why you have a miserable life. You entered Imperial Star as a trainee even earlier than Zhao Qingya and the others, but you earned your fame much later than them… You act in the same way with your love affair. I warn you, if you still hesitate about it, Su Yu might get married and have children…”

Nie Lingxuan: “…”

“Sis, life is short. If you don’t do it, you’ll have no chance to do it when you’re older. You’ll regret your hesitation. Do what you want to do; the worst that will happen is that you fail it. I truly don’t think it’s that difficult.” Xixi tried to convince her elder sister since she didn’t want her sister to continue her life like a doormat.

“Xixi, you’re right.”

“Sis, I’m not trying to brainwash you. I just want to say that we’ll never know which comes first, an accident or tomorrow. Life is fragile. If you don’t say it now, you’ll never have a chance. Anyway, you’ve liked Su Yu for so long; at least you can let him know about it, right?”

“Yes. I’m too meek and always let others surpass me. If I told him my feelings earlier, maybe Zeng Rou wouldn’t be able to move into his house… Xixi, I’ll follow your advice; I decide to…give it a try.” With her sister’s encouragement, Nie Lingxue looked more confident.

“Now go home and have a good sleep. Consider carefully how to tell Su Yu your feelings.”

“Okay.”

Saying goodbye to her elder sister, Xixi returned to the car.

“Is your sister okay?” Rick asked.

“She’s fine. She’s just obsessed with Su Yu. I encouraged her to try and tell him her feelings.”

“Is it really a good idea?” Rick looked at Xixi and seemed not fond of the idea.