Chapter 400 - Drifting Down Memory Lane
Their baby had gone so quickly, he didn’t even have the time to stretch out his arm and touch her belly.
All this time, he wanted to have a baby with her. He had never guessed they had one at all.
He was a father.
He had been a father and yet he didn’t know about the baby’s existence.
Fu Qinglun felt his heart wrenching in pain, it hurt so much that he couldn’t catch his breath. His hands were balled into fists and he bit them lightly. Perhaps their relationship really had reached a dead end.
However, he really wanted to continue his life with her.
What had gone wrong?
He felt as though he was bewitched.
He wanted to see her so desperately.
The idea sprouted in his head and it grew on him even further like a raging beast that refused to be caged. Curiosity filled his mind, he wondered how she would look after growing up and so he agreed to return to the T University.
However, he didn’t spot any trace of Lin Shiyu at the T University that day.
What was he even doing?
He felt so ridiculed by himself, even if he wasn’t going to marry Lu Qi’er, he was bound to have an arranged marriage with a daughter from a wealthy family. Lin Shiyu meant nothing to him.
He had planned to give up on his ridiculous thoughts and had his chauffeur drive back, but fate worked in mysterious ways. The 16-year-old Lin Shiyu was hailing a cab at the entrance of the hospital, in the rain.
Six years apart, her beautiful face appeared in his line of vision again. She had grown up and she was stunningly beautiful.
Too beautiful.
He couldn’t contain his impulsiveness anymore, he had his chauffeur drive over and give her a lift.
He was seated in the back seat and she sat in the passenger’s seat in front. She couldn’t see him and yet he had a clear view of her. It was raining cats and dogs that night and her uniform had been thoroughly soaked by the pouring rain. It clung to her body, exposing her svelte frame and her slender legs were long and fair. He had a good look and all that was in his mind was… her legs around his trim waist with her body beneath him.
The thought shocked him to the core. It was the first time he had experienced any sexual desires since the traumatic incident in his childhood.
Although it was normal for a 21-year-old man, he had never had even the slightest hint of desire towards anyone in the past.
As soon as they had arrived at T University, she alighted from the car and the chauffeur reported, “Young Master, that lady has stained the car seat.”
He lifted the partition and spotted a red stain on the car seat.
She had her period.
After returning to the Fu family’s villa, he rushed into the bathroom and took a shower. That was his first time he had used his hands to relieve his pent up desires. His mind was filled with the stain she left on the car seat, it was like a red blossom. Her long, fair legs called to him in his mind.
He didn’t know what had struck him, he was attracted to her just like a magnet, he couldn’t help but get closer to her.
He wrote her a letter for the first time and used the pen name—-Zijun.
They were pen pals for three years.
She was intelligent and deserving of her title as the prodigious campus belle. Though he wasn’t too intrigued by her intelligence, he was nonetheless impressed by her. He had realized that he was just like an ordinary man, falling for a girl who had both looks and talent.
Their letters were nothing much, comprising of practice questions and innocent discussion. However, he didn’t have decent thoughts in his mind, he was thinking of indecent matters while teaching her the simplest solutions to the practice questions.
The frequency of him entering the bathroom to relieve himself of his sexual desires increased tenfold, it had also increased in duration.
She told him in the letters that she was called Shi’shi.
Fast forwarding to when he was 24 years old and she was 18 years old. Qi’er had demanded for Lin Shiyu’s song, ‘Legend’.
He had agreed.
When he approached Lin Shiyu about it, he named his conditions. He was going to marry her, she was becoming his Mrs Fu.
He felt that it was the best opportunity for him to marry her. She was 18 years old and had finally grown up. All of these years, he had been waiting for her to become an adult.