Chapter 577 - Lu Jinwen, I’m Leaving
She looked so beautiful that day. Her bright eyes had become very gentle, and she looked at the world placidly, paying attention to every person and object.
She even saw Lin Xuanyin, but she did not see him.
From the beginning till the end, she did not glance at him at all.
At that point in time, he was consumed with rage and maliciousness. He did not realize that was her last glance. She had bidden farewell to the world with serenity.
She wanted to leave.
Lin Xuanyin and her were lying on two operating tables. The doctor had looked at him and asked, “Young Master Lu, can we begin?”
He looked at her with reddened eyes, staring at her. He did not know what he was waiting for, but he was waiting for something. He was waiting for… a word from her.
As he was caught off guard, the push made him off balance and he staggered a few steps backwards.
Lin Xuanji leaped from the operating table. He saw her flowing red dress all around him. She ran barefooted. Only yesterday, he had kissed those exquisite feet, that fair skin.
Her smooth and delicate body was simply like a poppy flower. During the time she was imprisoned, it was his greatest pleasure to indulge in her body.
He loved the taste of her. He was able to derive extreme satisfaction from her body.
She ran quickly and arrived at the window in an instant. She pushed open the window, climbed over it with astounding agility and stood on the balcony.
This was a bungalow on a cliff and the sea was just beneath.
He could hear the waves crashing against the rocks and her tinkling laughter.
She turned her head to look at him. She was flashing the same radiant smile he had seen on her a year ago at the temple where they met for the first time. She had turned back to glance at him and given him a captivating and bewitching smile.
It had been so many years and he had not wanted to admit it all along. He had actually been equally smitten with her during their first encounter.
That was a glance that ended up wrecking their lives.
“Lin Xuanji, what are you doing? Come down now! Let the doctor pump your stomach. Do you really want to die?
“I know, you are threatening me, aren’t you? You are threatening me by dying. Alright, let’s cancel this heart transplant operation. We will stop it immediately. Get down here!
“What else do you want? Do you want that bastard? Alright, I will get someone to find him. I had asked someone to throw him away. He may still be living, for all we know.”
He did not know what he was talking about. He had spoken a lot. He looked at the blood at the corner of her mouth and her bloodstained red dress. He looked at her tiny feet, which were standing unsteadily on the balcony. He felt… rage.
Fear.
Oh, he was fearful.
At that very moment, he finally felt the heart-rendering, twisting pangs of fear.
He was experiencing fear for the first time in his life.
“Lu Jinwen.” At this moment, her soft voice called out to him. Her sparkling eyes were looking at him. “I’m leaving.”
Lu Jinwen, I’m leaving.
This sentence blasted in his ears. The veins on his body were throbbing. “Do you dare to? You know that you can’t escape. I will find you wherever you are, even when you are dead!”
She did not seem to hear him. She swept aside the hair near her cheek. Her red dress exuded a seductive aura. She did not speak to him, and was merely murmuring softly to herself. These were the last words in her life.
“When Elder Sister Xuanyin and I were born, Mom died on the operating table due to a huge loss of blood. Since I was young, I know that Mom had used her life to let me live, and so I’ve always cherished every single day.
“I love to laugh, and I believe that every day is a beautiful day. Nothing is able to defeat me, because I grow strong from cherishing and loving myself.
“Now, even though I’m still in the prime of my youth, it is a struggle to live every single day. It is pure darkness and misery before me.
“Even though I have three children, I’m not a good Mommy. I haven’t even had the chance to be a Mommy for a single day. I’m not a good daughter either. Mom gave up her life to let me live, but I’m ending my own life today. I’m sorry, Mom.”